I don’t think you realize how addicted you are to something until you find that you can’t have it. I’m not talking about a food or a drug or anything like that. No, my addiction seems to be LiveJournal. I do spend a lot of time on that website because I’m a member of so many communities, but I usually don’t think much of it, but the site is down today for maintenance. I’m finding that it’s much harder to deal with than I thought. I keep wanting to go to the site and check up on the latest Twilight or Harry Potter news, but then I get the message that the site is down and just sigh. I’ll be glad when it’s back. Although, I guess I should consider this my wake up call. Maybe I’m spending too much time there. Oh, well, I can’t find the urge. LJ is basically my one shop stop to everything that’s going on most of the time, and I like it that way. So I shall be eagerly awaiting it’s return.

I think I’m going through some weird obsessive phase lately. The other day I cleaned up all of my memorable entries on livejournal. When I started reading a book, I can’t stop until I’m finished, and if I have to go stop and sleep, I get right back to what I was doing as soon as I’m up. Now I’m working on going through my favorites. That probably doesn’t sound like much, except I have a vast number of websites bookmarked. Some of them I can’t even remember why I bookmarked them. I must have had some reason for doing so at the time.

I found some cute stuff in my “stores” bookmarks. I had some wedding dresses favorited, and I guess I can understand why. There was one with this corset top and flowing skirt that was really pretty. I’m pretty sure that I was going to use it as a reference picture for one of my stories. Which story, though, I’m not exactly sure.

I still have a lot of stuff to go through, but I guess it’s necessary. There’s no sense in letting a bunch of junk pile up, computer or not. I really need to find a job, though. This crazy obsessiveness is, well, crazy.