I’m going crazy waiting for Breaking Dawn. I’m very tempted to look at some spoilers, but I know if I do, I’ll just be angry with myself in the end. I’m just too anxious, and it’s making it so hard to deal with the suspense. And the daily quotes are doing nothing to help because they’re only making me nervous. I’m so excited about this book that it’s driving me crazy. I just don’t know what to do with myself while I wait.

I have heard that the Half Blood Prince trailer is supposed to premiere tomorrow, so I’ll have that to look forward to. It’s about darn time! They’ve been posting random covers for stuff like books and videos games, and, honestly, I’m really not that impressed. They all seem to look simliar to things from the past, and some of the images look like someone went a little overboard with the airbrush in Photoshop.

I’m really excited about the trailer, though, so maybe that will help tide me over for Breaking Dawn. In the meantime, I’m reading Twilight for about the millionth time.

I’m so excited. Breaking Dawn is out in nine days. I’m really anxious about reading the book. At the same time I’m kind of sad that it’s the last book, at least from Bella’s perspective. I know I still have Midnight Sun to look forward, but it just feels like the series came out too fast. I probably only think that because I only got interested in the fandom last December. It just feels good to be interested in something again, like I was with Harry Potter. Not that I’m not still interested in Harry Potter. There are still three movies left to go for that series, which is always exciting. I guess that is something I also have to look forward to with Twilight. At least three of the four books are going to be made into movies, assuming the first one does well.

I’ve been so into Twilight lately, and it’s weird because it seems to have outruled me love of Hanson. I used to always check for new news on them, but lately I haven’t really been that interested. Which is why it’s amusing that, naturally, they did this huge photoshoot with over 100 pictures that surfaced. I looked, of course, out of curiosity, but only because Becca sent me an email with the link. Otherwise, it probably would have been days before I noticed. It’s weird. Zac looks so horrible these days. He needs a haircut. I never thought I’d see the day when I didn’t find him very attractive, but he’s succeeded. Isaac’s even looking better than him to me, and if you know me, then you know that’s huge. Taylor, of course, is still gorgeous. I feel like the 13-year-old in me will forever be in love with him, even when he’s wearing ridiculous scarves, too tight pants and copious amounts of religious jewelry. It just feels weird, though, because my interest in them has just been waning so much lately. Usually when there’s a rash of news, like the new tour dates, babies, or pictures, my interest is piqued again. Lately, not so much. Maybe it’s just a sign of growing up, which I’m sure I need to do more of. I think that deep down I’ll always be a fan, even if I’m not always a rapid fangirl. I don’t think I have a choice. I think I’m too afraid to let go and move on, which, honestly, is kind of sad.