Yep, Breaking Dawn is out. Unfortunately, my copy didn’t come in the mail today. But I am going to town in just a little bit, and I’m going to pick up a copy because I can’t wait any longer. I figure I can probably just sell the other copy I ordered. No big deal.

I forgot to mention yesterday that the pair of capris I bought were actually about three sizes smaller than what I would normally get. Granted, they do have the elastic waist, so I’m sure that makes a difference, but it did feel good to get something smaller for once. I hate thinking about my weight because it just depresses me. I watched The Holiday the other day, and I was envious of the house in the movie because there was a room full of fitness equipment, and I think it would just be so awesome to have something like that. I might be more apt to exercise. As it is, I feel too self-conscious to go to gym or anything like that. Just, ugh. I hate thinking about it. Of course, I think shopping should be deemed a form of exercise because there’s a lot work in it. Walking, trying things on, lugging around armfuls of stuff. It’s not easy!

On a completely different note, I watched Fuse the other day. Which is shocking in its own right because I just about never watch TV in general, but I heard this song called “Emergency?” by The Higher, and I really loved it. I went to their MySpace to check out some more of their stuff, and I really like it. I might have to buy their album. I love finding new music. I just wish my bank account could keep up with my music addiction.

The fact that I’m down to mere hours before Breaking Dawn has me feeling incredibly impatient, yet excited at the same time. I checked bookamillion.com, and my book shipped yesterday morning, so books in the mail! Now if only it were here instead.

Today I used shopping as a cure for my boredom and distraction. My mom should be so proud. She likes to go shopping when she’s bored too. I went with my grandma to Sears, and actually got some really good buys. I bought four shirts and a pair of shorts. I guess they were Bermuda shorts, but they look like capris on me. I won’t complain. Me and my short legs will take what we can get. In total it was $25, which is pretty much a steal considering the shirts were more than that before they were marked down.

Annoyingly, I think I’m getting another bout of ance breakout. I’m beginning to wonder if it’s my makeup. I don’t wear makeup every day. Usually just when I’m going out. I tried using SensiClear, which is supposed to be one of the best acne treatments, but it actually made me break out worse. I have some stuff from Clean & Clear that actually works really well. The only problem is that it bleaches out my clothes. I wish I could find something that wasn’t so harsh. But, in the meantime, I guess I’ll just have to wait it out until it goes away.

Another day closer to Breaking Dawn. I should start singing “I Will Survive” to convince myself I’m going to make it to August 2nd. I doubt it would help and would probably only result in embarrassment, but whatever.

I went to the mall with my mom yesterday. She wanted to see if she could get some waterproof pants - like a pancho - for my brother since his jeans were getting soaked during detassling. Then I came home and listened to the live MuggleCast. I think I’ll have to download it and listen again because it cut out a few times on me and Firefox also froze once or twice. Very annoying.

So my grandpa got in trouble with my grandma last week. She looked out the window and saw that he decided to attach some of his ham radio antenna’s to Tori’s swing set. It’s one of those wooden swing sets, so it’s pretty sturdy, but even so, it looks ridiculous. I think he might had taken one of them down. He’s such a clutter bug sometimes.

So the trailer for Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince premiered tonight. It looks so good. I can’t even begin to explain. I think for the first time I’m actually excited about the movie. Before I didn’t have too much to go on, so my excitement was lacking. Now that I’ve had a glance, I think it’s going to be great. And it did help distract me from Breaking Dawn … briefly.

I think I’ve officially started hating getting mail. It’s always junk. I can’t foresee a point in my life when I’ll need travel health insurance. Of course, I would love to have a reason for it, but right now that’s just a pipe dream. I really need to find a full time job. I have enough money to get by from month to month, but it would be nice not to live that way.

I’m going crazy waiting for Breaking Dawn. I’m very tempted to look at some spoilers, but I know if I do, I’ll just be angry with myself in the end. I’m just too anxious, and it’s making it so hard to deal with the suspense. And the daily quotes are doing nothing to help because they’re only making me nervous. I’m so excited about this book that it’s driving me crazy. I just don’t know what to do with myself while I wait.

I have heard that the Half Blood Prince trailer is supposed to premiere tomorrow, so I’ll have that to look forward to. It’s about darn time! They’ve been posting random covers for stuff like books and videos games, and, honestly, I’m really not that impressed. They all seem to look simliar to things from the past, and some of the images look like someone went a little overboard with the airbrush in Photoshop.

I’m really excited about the trailer, though, so maybe that will help tide me over for Breaking Dawn. In the meantime, I’m reading Twilight for about the millionth time.