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I’ve been so tired, stressed and busy lately that I feel like I have no time to post anymore. Even if that’s not actually the case, updating just seems to be one of those things that falls to the wayside. I got the tooth that was bothering me pulled last Thursday. I feel better for the most part. My mouth’s a little sore, but that’s to be expected. I’ll be glad when the soreness is gone completely, though. I hate taking pain medicine. It’s made me feel nothing but out of sorts lately.

On top of the tooth yanking, I feel like I could be coming down with something. It’s not really any one thing. I just feel … off. And I’ve been feeling hot all the time, which is strange for me.

It can’t help that the weather is all over the place these days. It’s warm and sunny one day, dark and dreary with rain the next and freezing the next day after that. We also have those stupid little brown bugs popping up all over the place. It’s too bad they don’t have traps for them – kind of like moth traps, but for little brown bugs. I don’t even know what they’re actually called. I just know I’m sick of seeing them all over the house. If they’re like this now, I can’t imagine what it’s going to be like come summer.

Anyhow, I’ve taken my nightly dose of Vicodin to ward of the minor tooth pain, and it’s about to knock me out, so I’m off to bed.

• 20:33 Plugging: HAVE I FOUND YOU // flightless bird, american mouth tinyurl.com/ca6ga8 #
• 23:31 @feelthisway Thanks. And I concur that Advil and sleep are the best medicine. :) #

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• 12:18 Listening to: Lenka – Bring Me Down tinyurl.com/d5a7o3 #
• 12:22 I think if I spent half the time I spend reading fan fiction working on other stuff, I would be a really productive person. #
• 15:22 Shopping & picking up tori. #

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• 16:31 Mmm Thin Mints. O how I love thee, Girl Scout Cookies. #
• 18:07 @becboobear *passes you the box of Thin Mints* :) #

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• 20:23 @becboobear Lol I was totally the same way at first. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve read it now. #
• 09:08 @becboobear I hate when it does that. I use Gmail Manager, but when Gmail is being wonky, I login manually, but then it loads really slowly. #
• 12:35 @becboobear They were hacked?! That’s not cool. :( #
• 13:53 @becboobear What did you have to do? #
• 13:55 Just pre-ordered the How To Be soundtrack. :) #

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• 18:11 Going 2 dinner @ bob evans with the grandparents. #
• 23:21 Getting this annoying tooth pulled tomorrow. Never thought I’d be so happy to see a dentist! #
• 10:57 Woohoo! There’s a Woot Off today! www.woot.com/ #
• 11:13 I didn’t get any junk mail today. Instead, I got my new t-shirt and Twilight DVD. Today is looking up! #
• 15:06 @becboobear Awesome! If she liked the movie, I think she’ll love the book. :) #

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• 22:16 is so tired and feels icky. :( #
• 23:29 @feelthisway Thanks! I’m medicated and off to bed now. #

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I feel horrible – both physically and mentally. I think I’m coming down with something, which explains the physical aspects. I just felt icky all day today. The big tip off was that I felt hot most of the day, which is completely unlike me. Typically, I’m cold. Not today, though. My sister is to blame for my mental issues. I don’t know what’s going on with her anymore, but she’s like a complete stranger. I don’t know what she’s thinking. Of course, that could be the problem – she’s not thinking.

I go to the dentist on Thursday to get a tooth pulled. I never thought I’d be looking forward to such a thing, but I’m ready for the stupid thing to be gone. It’s been bugging me for way too long, and I’m ready to be pain free.

It was really nice out when I felt work today. I drove home with the windows partway down, and considering I’d felt like I was burning up all day long, the wind felt great. I wish I didn’t feel so tired lately. It would be nice to be outside enjoying the change in the weather. I’m cooped up inside way too much. Of course, there’s not much I can do about it when I’m at work.

I was hoping Tori would still be here when I got home. I’ve missed spending time with her. And I’m sure she would have loved to play outside, but her dad had already come and got her. I have to say more and more these days, the idea of letting Tori go outside just to play is scary. The way that kids keep disappearing in random ways makes me want to keep her locked inside all the time, or at the very least find out more about a fence installation to keep the bad guys out. It doesn’t help that my grandma spends about eighty percent of her time watching news channels where missing children is all they talk about. I think it’s beginning to make me paranoid.

• 09:58 I hate road construction! #

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• 19:42 Making brownies. Mmmmm. #

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• 11:24 I’m so stressed out thanks to my sister. The moron might’ve married the loser over the weekend. #

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• 17:28 Almost 5:30 @ last #
• 12:02 Grandma and I met Allyson at IHOP last night and had Tori for the night. But she’s going back to Mitch after Trey’s play today. :( #
• 13:31 @ trey’s play. willy wonka, jr. he’s mr. salt, veruca’s dad. #

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Man, it has been a long week. I feel like I’ve been totally out of it. I went to the dentist on Tuesday. I’m getting the tooth that’s been bothering me pulled next Thursday. They gave me a prescription for some the pain and an antibiotic. The pain medicine makes me tired, and they both kind of make me sick to my stomach. I guess I shouldn’t complain too much about the loss of an appetite, though. It sure beats walking or running on a treadmill. In fact, it saves me from exercising at all. Of course, it’s just a temporary thing.

There’s also been a lot of family stuff that’s been going on. I don’t really feel like going into detail, but the short version is my mom kicked my sister out of the house. I think the whole situation has us all stressed out. My grandma and I met her after she got off of work last night and went to IHOP. She didn’t look good, but I guess that shouldn’t come as much of a surprise. I want to feel bad for her, but the truth is she’s the one that brought this all upon herself.

• 09:30 TGIF I’m going to need this weekend to recover. It’s been a very long week. #

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• 09:17 Ugh, I feel so sick. I just want to sleep. #

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