I think my grandma is about ready to just kick my grandpa’s butt. I can’t really blame her either. He’s been so ridiculous lately. I think he sleeps about 60% of the day. I can’t understand that. I know there are times when I’m just really tired and wind up sleeping in longer than usual, but I’m not in and out of bed all day long. I think that would be more exhausting than not sleeping.

I wish the weather would make up it’s mind. It’s been really nice a few days, and then the last couple of days have been kind of gross and chilly. I hate the rain. I don’t mind the coldness so much, but I did enjoy sleeping with my window open for a few nights while it was nice. I liked have the fresh air. I feel so closed off in my bedroom. Sleeping with the window open was like having air cleaners in my room. I just felt like I could breath and sleep easier. Hopefully, it’ll warm up again and I can go back to doing that. I just seemed to sleep so much better. It gets hot in my room at night and I end up kicking the covers off most of the night. Not a lot of fun.

Well, for once I’m not as stressed out as I had been. I still have a lot of stuff to do, but for some reason I just feel calmer than usual. Maybe it’s because I know that I’m about done with school. As of Thursday, I’ll only have a week left to go. I can’t wait for that. I’m so ready.

So, in a moment of insanity, I suppose, I signed up with this website that does financial reporting only to discover that I really don’t have any credit to be reported on. I guess it’s just as well. Stuff from my school loans did show up on it. Seeing the number I have to pay back didn’t help, but I don’t have to start repaying just yet, luckily.

So, I’ve lost eleven pounds since I started back on Weight Watchers. I have to admit, I’m pretty proud of myself. I think if I had more time or motivation to actually exercise, I’d be able to lose more.

I envy people with home gyms. They just have to go into the next room to do their workout. I’m such a homebody. I just don’t like leaving the house, especially to go excercise among a bunch of people who are probably thin and fit.
But even without exercising regularly, just changing how much I eat has helped a lot. I’ve gone to diet pop, which I’ll admit has been a bit of an adjustment. I miss Dr. Pepper. A lot. I think I was addicted, and no matter what people say Diet Dr. Pepper does not taste the same to me.

I really just want the weight to keep coming off. I know the goal in my head is so big that I’m just taking baby steps for now. If I could lose forty more pounds, I’d be happy. Anything over that, would just be that much better. But I can’t let myself think about it that way because if I do, it just seems like my goal is too far away and too far out of reach.

Yesterday was horrible. We had to do a practice presentation in class for our portfolios. I pretty much froze up and lost all train of thought. Then I wound up being at the school until almost seven o’clock trying to finish up the game box we’ve been working on the last few weeks. I still have to write up my paper for it, but today I haven’t felt like doing anything. I slept in really late and have kind of holed up in my room most of the day. Pathetic, but I just needed the time to myself.

So, apparently, they have these cruises every year where a bunch of bands go and it’s sort of like a concert at sea or something, and next year Hanson is going on it. After seeing the prices for a trip like that, I’m not full convinced that Hanson fans are insane.

I haven’t really been keeping up too much with the Hanson news lately, though. I either don’t have the time or don’t care. I feel like my interest is just waning these days. I have so much real life stuff that I’m concerned with right now, and when I don’t, I just feel like I have other interests that appeal to me more than Hanson. It seems so weird any time I think about it, though, because I feel like I’ve spent so much of my life being a Hanson fan and that has always come first at the top of my interests. Now it just seems to be moving further down the line, and I’m not as bothered by it as I always thought I’d be. Weird.

So, let’s see - I’m stressed. Lots of stuff for finals to finish and not enough hours in the day. I was nominated for some award for my “achievements.” Whatever those are. I get to graduate with honors because of my “outstanding academic accomplishments.” So, apparently someone thinks I’ve achieved or accomplished something worth while. I’m too stressed to reflect right now.

I feel as though I scoured every store in town Friday evening looking for something to wear to give my presentations at the end of the semester. Tried lots of things on, but didn’t have much luck in the way of anything that I deemed appropriate. I’m guessing my breasts probably shouldn’t by hanging out for this sort of thing. Not that they typically are, but someone thinks that nice tops require lots of cleavage. I’m not a fan of the cleavage, I must admit, but then again, that’s just me.

Also, Friday morning we had an EARTHQUAKE. In Indiana. No joke. It woke me up around 5:30 in the morning. I jumped up and said,”What the hell is going on?” My room was shaking and I was tired and confused and I didn’t like it one bit.

So, I’m feeling less than lovey toward Hanson right now, but I have to admit that the “Let’s Get It On” and “Lovefool” singage has made me feel a little warm and cuddly toward them. Only a little. It would be more if Zac showered. *cough* For anyone that’s confused and thinks I’m crazy, I’m referring to their interview on WZPL the other day while they were in Indianapolis.

I also feel like my head might explode from Twilight overload. Over the last few days I finally had a chance to catch up in the Twilight communities I’m a member of and I’ve seen a handful of Twilight related videos, all of which consisting of RPattz!Edward Cullen yumminess and I melted into a puddle of mush. The fact I have to wait until December for this movie is killing me. And I need Breaking Dawn, like 3 months ago, please. I’m embarrassed to admit the number of times I’ve read Twilight. ‘Tis insane. Possibly obsessive. I just can’t help myself.

So sometimes this week I’m going to have to go back out on the hunt for a decent shirt to wear, and I also need to buy a new a new flash drive. I already have two usb flash drives, but they’re both getting full, and at this point, I really can’t get rid of anything because the minute I do, I’ll need something off of it because that’s just my luck.

So I think I’m going to work on some more stuff for class tomorrow because I head to bed. I feel like I am a slave to the school. I spent Friday and Saturday there. My current hobbies consist of homework, Twilight fangirling, homework, reading Twilight fan fiction, homework, reading riveting Dramione fiction that makes me check daily to see it’s been updated, homework, sleep, homework, watching Veronica Mars and homework. Pathetic.