I cannot sleep. This is ridiculous. I wish I could get myself into some sense of order because I am not functioning well on less than seven hours of sleep each not, and I’m saying seven as the max amount I’ve been getting most nights.

My easter was good. We had dinner and then an easter egg hunt. It was fun. Then I tried playing my cousin’s Nintendo DS. I’m not so good at that. Then they had to leave to go to their other grandparent’s house with their mom. Cody had to call his mom to see what time their dinner was over there, and while he was on the phone, Cole kept calling his mom a druggie. The sad part of it? It’s true. She really needs to be in some sort of drug rehabilitation. I’m not exactly sure what she’s using, but I’ve heard a very wide range of things, none of which are good.

My addiction, which I have to say is far less troublesome, is chocolate. The amount of candy I received today was more than enough to quench that addiction. Unfortunately, after this week, that will be the last of it for me because I’m starting Weight Watcher again. I’m going to do it online. Hopefully, it will work again. This time I’ll just have to stick with it. I’m so sick of being overweight.

Well, I got a call yesterday and my bed will be in on Tuesday. They’re delivering it sometime on Wednesday, and I can’t even begin to explain how happy I’ll be to sleep in my own bed once again. The couch is not comfortable, and after sleeping on it for a week, it’s a wonder I can even stand up straight.

I was looking at some directbuy articles about bedroom furniture, and there were some really cute bed frames. Unfortunately, most of them were for full sized or bigger. It’s going to be weird sleeping on a twin. I can’t even remember the last time I had a twin size bed. I think it will be okay, though. The mattress felt really comfy when I sat on it to test it out. Of course, after the couch, I think anything would feel comfortable. It’ll be nice to have my room complete. It seems so bare without a bed in here.

Honestly, I feel very weird being back in my room all alone. It seems so far away from everyone else. My grandma told me I’d just have to come out of my bedroom more. I don’t think I’ll have much of a choice. I used to always stay in the computer room because I could watch TV and work on stuff in there. I don’t have that luxury anymore. I miss the television. Not that I really watch a whole lot of it anyway, but even so.

I had to rewrite this paper for one of my classes. It was talking about our goals. We have to write five for about five differente stages of our lives, and talk about what goals we had, why they were important and how we plan to accomplish them. Three pages later and I’m done. It was actually kind of hard to write because I’m not really sure about a lot of things.

I did talk about wanting to take a road trip with friends and visit different places, see a few concerts. I talked about holing up in a Vegas hotel too. Just thinking about doing stuff like that makes me eager to get out of school and get a real job, making serious money so I can do stuff like that.

Of course, the actual reality of the real world is still daunting, but I guess you’ve got to enter that world at some point.

I keep getting junk mail about individual health insurance, and it’s so annoying. It wouldn’t be bad if it were something useful because, God knows, I could use some affordable health insurance. That one visit to the dentist for two teeth about put me in the poor house. People can’t afford unexpected bills like that. There’s just no way to survive when you have stuff like that popping up. Guh, I hate being an adult.

I said I was sure I’d have more to blog about. I forgot to mention that I graduate in May. I ordered my cap and gown last week, and instead of ordering them, I’ve decided to make my own invitations. I’m not sure if we’re having a graduation party, but if so, then I’ll make the party invitations too. It’s exciting to be graduating, but there’s still so much left to do between now and then. I have a lot of projects left to work on, and it’s rather stressful at the moment. Right now, I feel like I’m just barely treading water. I have a lot of stuff to work on before I go back to classes on Monday too. I figure I’ll submerse myself in school and labelmaking - I have another label to make - this weekend. Hopefully, I can get my creative juices flowing and come up with some good ideas.