Okay, so my last post was a little ranty. Let’s start again, shall we? My last day of school is May 8th. I just have a lot of stuff to do before then. I just hope that nothing else comes up between now and then.

I don’t know if we’re doing anything special for my graduation. At this point, I don’t really care so long as I can take a break and breath.

I can’t believe that it’s already May. My dad’s birthday is a couple of days before my graduation. I still haven’t decided if I’m going to invite him to come. I just don’t know if I can deal. I doubt I’ll buy him anything for this birthday either. Maybe men’s jewelry in the form of a pill box. That seems about his speed, though, I doubt the pills would last long.

I hate being so bitter toward my own dad. It’s just really, really hard for me. As much as I want to like him or have a relationship with him, I think that there will just always be too much bad history.

Anyway, I’m not going to worry about any of that. At this point I just need to focus on my final projects and make sure I do well. Otherwise, it’ll put a real damper on graduation.