I was planning to watch the MTV Movie Awards tonight because they were showing a scene from Twilight tonight, but I forgot about it and missed it. Luckily, I found the clip online. I have to admit I’m pretty darn excited about this movie. I don’t know if it’s going to be the same as the book, and even if it’s not, I’ll always have the book to fall back on. I’m just anxious to see how it’s adapted for the big screen. Twilight has easily become one of my most favorite books. I feel so ridiculously fangirlish these days, but I can’t seem to help myself.

On a completely unrelated topic, I think I need to go back on Weight Watchers. I’ve been off since the week before graduation. I was just too stressed at the time to deal with trying to keep track of what I was eating on top of everything else. Well, I never went back on it. In fact, I think I’ve been doing even worse since then. I feel so slothlike and gluttonous. It’s pathetic. My biggest problem is just feeling hungry all the time. I know that taking something like Fenphedra would probably help with that, but right now money is tight.

I need to get back on the job hunt and find something. It’s just kind of scary being out there in the real world now and knowing where to look. I guess all I can really do is look around for places that are hiring and start sending out my resume and hope for the best.

So, let’s see - I’m stressed. Lots of stuff for finals to finish and not enough hours in the day. I was nominated for some award for my “achievements.” Whatever those are. I get to graduate with honors because of my “outstanding academic accomplishments.” So, apparently someone thinks I’ve achieved or accomplished something worth while. I’m too stressed to reflect right now.

I feel as though I scoured every store in town Friday evening looking for something to wear to give my presentations at the end of the semester. Tried lots of things on, but didn’t have much luck in the way of anything that I deemed appropriate. I’m guessing my breasts probably shouldn’t by hanging out for this sort of thing. Not that they typically are, but someone thinks that nice tops require lots of cleavage. I’m not a fan of the cleavage, I must admit, but then again, that’s just me.

Also, Friday morning we had an EARTHQUAKE. In Indiana. No joke. It woke me up around 5:30 in the morning. I jumped up and said,”What the hell is going on?” My room was shaking and I was tired and confused and I didn’t like it one bit.

So, I’m feeling less than lovey toward Hanson right now, but I have to admit that the “Let’s Get It On” and “Lovefool” singage has made me feel a little warm and cuddly toward them. Only a little. It would be more if Zac showered. *cough* For anyone that’s confused and thinks I’m crazy, I’m referring to their interview on WZPL the other day while they were in Indianapolis.

I also feel like my head might explode from Twilight overload. Over the last few days I finally had a chance to catch up in the Twilight communities I’m a member of and I’ve seen a handful of Twilight related videos, all of which consisting of RPattz!Edward Cullen yumminess and I melted into a puddle of mush. The fact I have to wait until December for this movie is killing me. And I need Breaking Dawn, like 3 months ago, please. I’m embarrassed to admit the number of times I’ve read Twilight. ‘Tis insane. Possibly obsessive. I just can’t help myself.

So sometimes this week I’m going to have to go back out on the hunt for a decent shirt to wear, and I also need to buy a new a new flash drive. I already have two usb flash drives, but they’re both getting full, and at this point, I really can’t get rid of anything because the minute I do, I’ll need something off of it because that’s just my luck.

So I think I’m going to work on some more stuff for class tomorrow because I head to bed. I feel like I am a slave to the school. I spent Friday and Saturday there. My current hobbies consist of homework, Twilight fangirling, homework, reading Twilight fan fiction, homework, reading riveting Dramione fiction that makes me check daily to see it’s been updated, homework, sleep, homework, watching Veronica Mars and homework. Pathetic.